My sister is snoring so loud, my head is pounding and for some reason i cant sleep
you know when you're drowning you don't actually inhale until right before you black out the instinct to not let any water in is so strong that you won't open your mouth until you feel like your heads exploding then when you finally do let it in that's when stops hurting I'm fine yeah aside from the not sleeping, the jumpiness, the constant overwhelming crushing fear that something terrible is about to happen it's called hyper-vigilance the persistent feeling of being under threat it's not just a feeling though it's it's like it's a panic attack you know like i cant even breathe but if you hold off on that reflex to breathe, "more time to be rescued" as people would say, but no its just more time to be in agonizing pain I mean what if it just gets worse what if it's agony now and then its hell later on